Every spring and Easter, I consider reinventing myself.I tend to do something new for my hair,
perhaps some new clothes, new furniture or artwork for my home or a coat of new
paint.It is time for renewal and a
casting away of old things, cleaning out closets and planning a new strategy
for the future.
This time around, I have a new lease on life...I've discovered
my own space in the world and feel quite a sense of peace with it.My professional focus has changed
dramatically and yet I am doing really well at something I've never done
before.Many people have drifted out of
my life and others have begun to drift in.My spirituality has deepened without really practicing much of any
discipline; except perhaps a higher sense of both solitude and connectivity to
the world at the same time.
Strangely enough, I've never made a big deal of these
events.However, it takes place every
springtime.This time:My hair is now browner, less red.My nails are natural instead of fake.My walls are refreshed with paint touch ups. I've sent some Loxly Gallery original prints
to be framed. My closets and drawers are
being cleaned out.New pullovers, jeans
and skirts are neatly stored.My
attitude is that of living in peace and not getting sucked into any exterior
drama.Fresh flowers are bought and
arranged every weekend.I am monitoring
my intake and getting more activity in my life.Everyday, I attempt to let go a little more of the past and things that
no longer serve me.It is all part of my
reinvention of myself.
All this seems just fine theoretically;
the issue with rebirth is that it doesn't count unless you actually practice
it.To study or understand it doesn't
really cut it.It must be done.Like my favorite American philosopher Yoda
says, "Do or do not... there is no try."